now i tell you what i want, what i really really want

wow, so it's been almost 2 months since i last posted... was very busy with work and the last month of classes... lots of papers and stuff to read and to do...

many things have happened...

i got a job. teaching english lit at a private highschool.

i'll start next year in february.

i told my boss that i was going to quit... i'll work just weekends during january and then my last day will be superbowl.

i need to get a car, re-learn how to drive and re-validate my driver's license.

so i was thinking on how i do get the things i want... and how sometimes i just don't..

like, i get the things i want to achieve for myself... but that's where things stop.

with time i've come to realize i'm a very stubborn person and that when i set my mind into something i'll end up getting it.. i've done it with courses, papers, jobs and even relationships.

so that's why i feel so frustrated when i cannot get what i want from people...

i've tried to live my life by one rule: treat others as you would like to be treated..

..it hasn't been working like that lately..

well, yes and no..

i guess that i have to take care of myself like that, alone.