bits and pieces

this is just for fun... Dave, Guy, you'll really like it:

http://forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=2243176

apart from that...hmmm.. i just wanted to post something... i should post more often.. ok, here it goes..

1. i'm absolutely freaking out about the teaching gig.. for real.. i actually had a nightmare in which i call stupid one of my students.. that doesn't really bother me, well, of course it does, but it was just a bad dream.. what bothers me is... ok, i'll place it in the form of a question: do you think i make a good teacher? CAN I HANDLE IT FOR GOD'S SAKE????

2. it's been a week since the office christmas party and every working day someone has come up to me to tell me how cool my hair looked. ok, i know, i'll post a picture but, what, do i really look that bad in the office that i get some hairspray and some makeup and everybody notices me?? here are the pictures:




















so, ok, i looked great, hehe... well, i had to... this is my last party at the office... but i didn't win the tv.. and someone stole the gift they gave us at the entry... bastards!!!

3. i think so much on the thesis... i'm literally stuck... should i be bold and wing it with the graphic novel topic (and if i choose it what would it be, Watchmen, V for Vendetta, what!!??), of play it moderately safe and go for Hallucinating Foucault?

4. the other day i saw Casino Royale, the new James Bond movie and i must admit that Daniel Craig makes a rather yummy James Bond (my picks were with Robbie Williams actually) and the movie is quite gripping and i got to see a Bond that my generation didn't know but would like to understand better.

so yeah, i guess this is it so far... i kind of lost thread, duh.

take care and good night.

now i tell you what i want, what i really really want

wow, so it's been almost 2 months since i last posted... was very busy with work and the last month of classes... lots of papers and stuff to read and to do...

many things have happened...

i got a job. teaching english lit at a private highschool.

i'll start next year in february.

i told my boss that i was going to quit... i'll work just weekends during january and then my last day will be superbowl.

i need to get a car, re-learn how to drive and re-validate my driver's license.

so i was thinking on how i do get the things i want... and how sometimes i just don't..

like, i get the things i want to achieve for myself... but that's where things stop.

with time i've come to realize i'm a very stubborn person and that when i set my mind into something i'll end up getting it.. i've done it with courses, papers, jobs and even relationships.

so that's why i feel so frustrated when i cannot get what i want from people...

i've tried to live my life by one rule: treat others as you would like to be treated..

..it hasn't been working like that lately..

well, yes and no..

i guess that i have to take care of myself like that, alone.