googled

have you googled yourself? write your name in google and see what comes up? well, given that i have a rather unusual combination of spanish first name and italian last name, the chance to find me in the internet is quite easy. right now there are just 3 matches. one for an IRC email i wrote, one from a spanish club meeting when i was at WAC, and the first match is my name mentioned in a forum... a forum started by some of my classmates from highschool. it is not about me.. it is an immature rendering of highschool memories of some of the girls from our class.

ok guys, i know that it's normal to comment on people... it's just that you sound like dorks, your eccentric and over the top language sounds completely incongruent and silly next to what you are saying, which is borderline obscene... and you are really stupid to mention people with their full names because it is easy to track. and it's just a gruesome way to find out how you really thought of some of us.

hope that you don't find stuff like what i found about yourselves--or about your girlfriends--on the internet.

and guys, grow up, ok?

literary humor.. if you can see it

hormonal but true

Honestly -- Zwan

I believe
I believe
I believe
I believe the love you talk about with me
Is it true, do I care
Honestly, you can try to wipe the memories aside
But it's you that you erase

'cause there's no place that I could be without you
It's too far to discard the life I once knew
Honestly, all the weather and storms I bring
Are just a picture of my needs
'cause when I think of you as mine
And allow myself with time
To lead into the life we want
I feel loved, honestly
I feel loved, this honestly

I believe you mean the best that life can bring
I believe in it all
Honestly, you can try
Your heart is just as long as mine
Is it ours to let go

'cause there's not place that I could be without you
It's too dark to discard the life I once knew
Honestly, a single wrong is not enough
To cover up the pain in us'cause when I think of you as mine
And allow myself with time
To lead into the life we want
I feel loved, honestly
I'll make a joke so you must laugh
I'll break your heart so you must ask
Is this the way to get us back
I don't know, honestly
I don't know, this honestly

There's no place that I could be without you
Honestly

There's no place that I could be without you
There's no place that I could gleam without you
There's no place that I could dream without you
There's no place that I could be without you
Honestly

drinks and tamales

the day after christmas. ok, nothing too special actually. i had a good time. on the 21st was the company's party, which was a blast, i dressed for the occasion (pix coming later), was feed good food, drank many sources of alcohol, had fun with Marco. then on christmas eve i worked early, went home, then went to oscar's mom's place. felt good, felt cozy, felt happy. on the 25th had to work from 10 to 7. i think i fell asleep at my station, but i had a tamal for lunch, first one this year. after work i went to a "chivo" (actually, it was a concert at someone's house) and had a zarpe (last drink) at a crowded heredian bar. today i tried to install a game in my computer, but apparently i suck with computers so it's not working. hope y'all had something good to look back from 2005, and something great to look forward in 2006. i know i have.

ok, so as i promised, these are some pictures from the party:

that's me sitting at our table


that's say, beca and me

and that's marco and me

non-stop

i know it has been a while.... been busy, eventhough i'm on vacation.... oh well... beach, oscar's bday, work, last evaluations, chrismast gift shopping, trying to find a dress for the office party, oh well... i'm tired...

i'm so tired i could stay in bed all day...

and i'll have to work on the 24th, the 25th, the 31st of december, and on the 1st of january...

i'm spending oh so much money...

and believe it or not, i joined a gym.... i know this should traditionally happen in january, as a new year's resolutions but well, i decided to start earlier.

sorry this post is so lame, my brain is blah.

spoiler

just in case you don't know the story...